Zen or Cuckoo?
There was a time when I had no dreams. I lived life and took it as it came living in the present not worried about the consequences of my actions. It sounds dreamy but I do regret that . I could have done so much more if I had an ambition , if I had dreams back then when I was young. Life just happened in a flow . I got good grades not because I earned it . I somehow could do that. At school, I do not remember studying at home . At all. I still got good grades. Then came the time to decide what to do next. I choose Engineering because I did not want to work hard. I barely learnt or attended classes but managed to pass though not with high grades as I did in school . Anyway , at some point I grew up or started being normal. I do not remember when it was . But I started having dreams only to prove that I can do it. I guess it was the facebook era. Going somewhere for the sake of photos. Posting your kids milestones for the world to know. But then I came back to reality. I still do n