Bananas Peppers and More

  Growing up, I never thought I was different or odd. But now I ask myself many times if I am? Do everyone go through this ? I never had any dreams or ambitions as long as I can remember. I daydreamed a lot . I talked to myself and dreamed but those dreams were not about going places or being someone . It was small dreams , talking to people having fun etc.  I did not realize it back then but I never put an effort to study either. I slept very early every night , I read a lot of novels and do not remember studying or working hard. But I got good grades. It could have been the school I went to. We had good teachers and we were not encouraged to mug up which worked in my favor . For the Class 10 board exams, I was the top scorer even in a state level. That sounds good , doesn't it ? Except it had its flaws. Until today, I have never put an effort into anything and it never affected me until I realized that it did in a hard way. When I started work , I barely knew programming language

 Jimba cat ,  baby cat ,Amma cat , lovey cat My little nosey cat My sweet cat , my mummu cat ,my poocha cat , my catty cat  My little gungu cat This is our theme song nowadays.  How I wish I could freeze time .  I love this phase of you so much , I am so worried about you growing up and not being my cuddly cat anymore  I am not sure if you know it . But we (Nando and Amma) could not have asked God for anything more than you.  So one of these day (yet) another lady told me that I am doing a great job of bringing you up. I took the credit and it made my day. I was beaming around all day but I asked myself - Is it me or is it you ? Does a parent mould a child or is he always who he is ?  I do not know but I like to believe that we parents do have a role in who you are , at least in these ages. My little sweetheart, I hope and pray that you will remain to be as sweet and loving always .